Choice

I have lots of choices about what to "do" and I find myself wanting someone ELSE to tune into my intuition and guidance and heart and tell me what I want. It doesn't work that way, I know, but the desire to know with every inch of my being that what I am doing is what I am guided and called to do is strong. I say that when I decide to do what I am called to do it will be like magnets, but I think my mind recreates magnets as well, so some of the pull comes from true energetic sources, and some of the pull is mind-manifested. What now, brown cow? How about being present - softening and staying, as Pema Chodron says. Staying with my breath and this moment, right here, right now.